First blog -- The first of many?

I have never done this before.

I've never liked writing things down where anyone else can find and read them.

But I need to write, and someone needs to read it. So here is this.

This world is a thorn, and every day it is splintering and festering and becoming even more vile and disgusting and painful. I'm sick of it. I wish it to finally be dug out of my skin and tossed away. I know it is not yet that time.

Until then, I must remain on the path I am following. To be a shining light in the dark, instead of just another lump of flesh passing through this life without any meaning.

But... "It's getting so hard; I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise."

Today I learned something. It was not something I wanted to suddenly learn. Some would argue that it is nothing, that it is not a bad thing, or even laugh at me for being uncomfortable about it.

It really has me in a rut, though. It couldn't have come at a worse time. I don't know how I am to proceed, but I intend to find out tonight.

You may notice a lack of detail in this blog. That is intentional. There are some things I will go into great detail with, and some I will not. Others still, that will take time before I can open them up.

Many of these things will mark me as crazy, insane, or fanatic in some minds. Perhaps stupid, naive, or even ignorant. I don't care. In fact, if anyone has something to say about me, my writing, or my mind, I'd prefer they tell me upfront instead of keeping it a secret. In the end, there are no secrets.

In the end, I will have no secrets.

Hell Hath No Fury At All.